One-Winged Angel: September 2005

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Friday, September 30, 2005

Random Lyrics III

Wake me up when September Ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

posted by One Winged Angel @ 4:31 PM 0 comments

Arvhin

I broke up with Arvhin about two weeks ago.It felt kinda nice at first, being free and all. But now, I dunno...

Last night, I came to visit my grandma. I saw him on my way home and I talked to him. He looked so sad. I felt sad as I watched him cry. Do I still love him? I dunno... I dunno anything. I don't want to see him crying. I don't want to see him sad. I think I want him back. But then again, maybe not. Maybe it's because of pity. I dunno. I don't understand myself. I feel as if I lost a big part of me. And now I'm starting to miss it. I'm starting to miss him. I wonder what will become of us? i keep praying to God that he'll find peace of mind. And then I imagine him with another girl. He looks happy. But am I happy? No. I dunno what I want anymore. I want him to fins a girl who would make him forget about me, but then again... I don't want him to forget me... What the hell... But there's no turning back now! What do I do??

posted by One Winged Angel @ 4:23 PM 0 comments

Never Before Told Stories Part 2

So now, mom was crying her heart out... Wanna know why?

It turned out to be that she was also mollested and even stalked and raped when she was my age. She told everything to dad a long time ago and even told him to protect me because she didn't want the same thing to happen to me... Poor mom... Poor me... Damn, I hate this fucking life.

posted by One Winged Angel @ 4:21 PM 0 comments

Never Before Told Stories Part 1

Well, here it is... The never before told stories...

*sigh*

Last June, my mom and dad seperated. Poor me huh? Not quite. It was actually a blessing for me. Or not. I dunno. I wasn't saddened by their seperation. Later, you'll find out why. Just read on.

So! My mom and dad seperated, and I got seperated from my beloved computers. Dad took them all away, all but one. Mom took it home. We planned to live at my grandma's house, and dad was willing to fix the backyard and put a room there. That was where mom and I were supposed to sleep. Kind dad? No way. All in the plan baby. Read on.

Dad had this marvelous (golly) idea of making me work for his brother at Ortigas. Mom liked the idea, to give me some background or something. Whatever! I worked there every Wednesdays. It was hell. Dad would make me come with him to his own office... and there... I don't know how to say this... Better say it later.

Then, one day, mom got angry at me because I went home late coz I went to my boyfriend's house. She asked me about my virginity and everything like that, and I told her everything that happened.

Whew... here it is...

I was rebelling. Corny huh? Dad was mollesting me ever since I was a highschool sophomore. So I just did what I did with my boyfriend coz I didn't want to be devirginized by my own dad. It still disgusts me up to this time. I still wonder how dad could've done such a thing to me... In his office, he totally did it. Not just mollestation... I'm so disgusted...

My mom cried her heart out. I thought she was only crying because of what happened to me... but the truth is yet to come out.

posted by One Winged Angel @ 4:09 PM 0 comments

Monday, September 26, 2005

Bronze Medal

Hey I won a bronze medal last Saturday, Sept. 24, 2005. Bwahaha... I came home late, and my mom got angry... but the medal was reason enough for her... Once again, BWAHAHAHA...

I could not accept my defeat though. I know I could've done better, if not from my injuries from my first bout with that bitch Carmen. Ahem. my pre-finals fight was a disaster. My score was tied with my opponent's... and guess what, it was up to the judges to decide who will win that match, and I guess they didn't like me that much so I lost. My last fight, I won by default coz my "supposed-to-be" opponent was missing in action. Well, that's it for now. Ta-ta.

by the way, good news. my Judo Sensei is inviting me to join the Judo Varsity Team. BWAHAHAHAHA!!! ^_^

posted by One Winged Angel @ 9:20 PM 0 comments

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Name: Grace Ann Buenaventura

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Home: San Jose del Monte, Bulacan, Philippines

Birth: January 10

Zodiac: Capricorn

Chinese Zodiac: Tiger

Books: Harry Potter series, Shogun, The Da Vinci Code, Lord of the Rings trillogy, The Hobbit

Movies: The Matrix, The Butterfly Effect, The Saw, What Dreams May Come, Moulin Rouge, Hero, Glory

Music: Alternative Rock, Rock, Dark Rock, Trance, Pop, RnB

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